Jack I'm much better. Thinking about it sometimes brings me down again, but not to the point where it was at it's worst. I'm mostly content or happy again and built another good friendship, reconnected with some friends I had fewer contact to before. You can either stay down and mourn things you can't change or you get back up...
No matter how good or bad it is, we need to look and move further. Bad things, makes us stronger.
"why people are falling? So they can learn how to get up" - by Alfred from Batman movie
But maybe will finish anyway in good way 
